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Question#:
2633 |
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Question Date:
1/13/1998 |
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Topic :
Homosexuality and Suicide: |
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Question:
Dear Imam, Salamu Alaikum, I fear Allah, and believe in him so strongly that i cry when I pray .. My problem is homosexuality. Believe me Sir that I pray to Allah that I am dead for having these uncontrollable feelings, I do not want to be gay, I try to change, but all this seem to be bryond my capability. For many years I've prayed to Allah to correct me, I really prayed very sincerely with a clean heart, but I am only the same since I was a young boy ... If i ever commit an act with another man, should I not be killed? I must admit, i have, and I wish I am dead. In such a situation, (and since we do not live in a Muslim state where islamic law should be upheld) should I not kill myself and therefore upholding the law and MAY BE getting forgiveness from Allah.. I know suicide is not allowed, but in a case like mine, and being well aware of some islamic laws, shouldn't we have an exception and allow suicide ? I really fear Allah alot and I can not help my uncontrollable feelings, Allah knows best that I submit to Him, and willing to do anything for forgiveness from my grave sin .. Please respond asap ... Thank you Sirs... |
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Answer:
Dear Br. As-salaamu alaykum. Two wrongs don't make one right. While homosexuality is wrong, it doesn't justify suicide under any conditions or circumstances. Please know that if you ever commit suicide, you would have seriously misunderstood Islam and its spirit. What you should do is to truly repent to Allah, The Merciful, The Gracious, and pledge to Him never to get involved in any homosexual acts anymore. If medical or psychological counseling helps, then get it, but know that Allah is The Curer, and the Qur'an is your best companion. Give charity, pray, make dua', and Allah will not leave you alone. You have got to believe in the infinite amount of Mercy Allah provides to His servants, and you should also realize that He forgives, if He wishes, all types of sins, except the sin of disbelieving in Him. Therefore, don't lose hope in Him and write us anytime you want. Thank you for asking and God knows best. |
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