Dear sister

I need your opinion and advice. I have a problem. Right now i'm in deep of debt of total amount $3.500. The collector is always coming to our house. I have 3 daughter and my husband at this time doesn't work. My salaray is only enough to pay our daily living. I have no saving at all. I try lend to bank, family, friends, my work place but no result. Right now the collector is always come to me. At first i only borrow small amount of money, but then it become bigger because of the interest.

My questionis is, is it acceptable if i'm doing something that at the end would be consider as haram to pay my debt. Because i'm at the lower of my self right now. Don't know what to do. I always remember that Allah Subhanallahu Wata'ala will not give ordeal beyond our ability. But at this point i don't know what to do.

All i can think is just doing bad thing to make more money to pay my debt and raise my daughter well.

So please, anyone help me or give me advice to bring my spirit back, right now the collector is still in my office wait for me. And i'm sitting here waiting for some help.

I would like to have info for some muslim loan forum if anyone know ...

Thank you so much,