thank you brother for that quote, i know it, thats why i am trying to reconcile, but at this present time my husband really is adamant that he cant see a way forward with our marriage. i dont know what else to do except leave him now with his thoughts. and his decisions. i Pray that God will show us both the right way to go, He is our only hope of anything in this life., tough as it may be to keep myself alive, i can only trust God to sustain me ...once again thanks

Thank you Martha for your kind word :) i live in hope till the end of my days.

thankyou danty,

yes i agree with ur advice, i have left him now to his own thoughts and decissions, i am on a rollercoaster of emotions, i cant imagine my life without him in it, but if thats what he has decided and is not prepared to consider marriage guidance to help us then i have to face the rest of life on my own.

i have said all i have to say to him, i know that by chasing him is not the answer, he knows how i feel for him and that i would lay down my life for him, but only God knows now how to prepare our hearts for what my husband will decide to do.

God is my sustainer , all i can do is pray that my husband finds a way to reconcile ..if not then i have to bear the emotional cost of loss.

i will always love him no matter where he is, maybe i will in time be able to love and trust again.

i am so grateful for everone who has supported me on here, i will return, hopefully with some good news, only God knows the out come.

God bless each of you who have given me advice and caring support.

if anyone has some miracle formula it would be gratefully appreciated ..lol doubt that will happen though.

thanks all from the depths of heart,

Gail xx